Can't catch me.

housed for 2 days.

wif awful headache and flu.

perhaps i shouldnt hav thought so much.

i hav no control.

so i cant do anything.

tried to be cheerful

i really tried v hard.

but after 1 week really cant maintain cheerfulness anymore.

HAHA.

mayb my uncle is right.

im destined to get depression or sumthing in my life.

dun worry. my uncle not crazy. he is professional fortune teller.

dats what he says after reading my palm.

he say my character abit too strong

thinks alot abt everything, no sense of security.

likes to cry, easily agitated.

cant think thru things as easily as normal ppl.

hav chances of sinking into depression in future

hav sever migrain/headache (which im having right now as im typing this post. =.=)

i dunno.

my mom got so freaked out that day.

she from then on keep wanting to communicate wif me abt anything and everything.

=.=

we age gap soooo BIG. hw to communicate?!

srsly.

haiiiz. i appreciate her effort but sorry, it simply dun work.

i still cant get rid of loneliness in my life.

now i juz wish school start sooner.

I HATE STAYING AT MY HOME WIF NOTHING TO DO.

I HATE NO $$ .

i hate this headache.

i hate this weak body.

i rather i hav alot of $$ and live a short life.

at least i enjoy all of it.

but of course, when u hav alot of money, u wun wish to hav a short life anymore.

COZ HUMAN ARE FUCKING GREEDY ANIMAL.

u dun giv them, they wish and hope and beg

u giv them, they want more

giv them more, wish for even more.

endless pit of greed.

had fun playing maple today.

met a grp of friendly party.

but i doubt we will ever play tgt agn.

haiz.

i feel limited and trapped.

why.