ive told ah ma that i would quit as soon as this month ends.
guess i wun be having a 2nd christmas in Breadtalk HFC anymore. =)
sumhow im more relieved than sad.
maybe im just...too worned out i guess?
hahaaha.
anyway. i needa tell myself to save more.
must save more!
COZ I NEEDA GET MYSELF AN ITOUCH.
i noe, i noe. ive abandon this idea for a long time.
but the urge came up agn, and its stronger than last time!
i need a cheap itouch.LOLS.
just went through my blogposts for the past few yrs just now..
say alot of "me" and how i am last time.
im super emo last time.
LOL.
and i hate myself for not saying my feelings out.
so is all the mess.
LOL. i saw that im just a messed up little girl who is unsure of her own future, her own family, her own feelings and keep denies herself of her selfworth.
and sadly, there are no friends lyk now who actually knows how to solve my problem(s), so the emotion brewed and caused alot of eruptions which finally went out of control and ta-da: THE END.
LOLS. now that i am actually laughing about it, it just made me appreciate what i hav now more.
my friends, including the one who said she is willing to become my bay, =)
my love, who have endured countless arguments and watever kind of shit i hav given him.
mayb i hav taken ppl for granted the way i used to be.
=)
so i muz be assertive!
must be more straightforward!
muz show more love to every1 around me!
must prevent myself from being emo!
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now who wants to be my sunflower? to bring cheerful life to me! me! =D
ok i really hav to do hw alr.
Mandii Chan has a wild temper.
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