Mandii Chan has a wild temper.

easily excited/agitated/frustrated/worry

stubborn when not guilty

strong minded but weak heart

has a strong sense of balance being a Libra

u treat me well, i will do e same to you.

i'll hate you if you hate me.


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wild days
FML//
11 Nov 2010 @ 11:19 PM

i cried every single day this week.

many things happened and i juz sumtime couldnt keep up.

as i remained silent, i wonder wat else should i think abt.

i wondered why in my life happy things does not overcome sad things
now my family is in a mess.

my father shouted at me, and i shouted back.
he got louder and bigger actions came.
i countered.
and i pushed them all away, all in e name of my dignity.
and i went hysterical to a point that my mom has to close e door because of my loud cries.

in the end. what actually happened.
im tired of standing up for myself
for im always to be seen in the wrong and they are in e right.
and they hav e right to scream at me and then blame me for taking out my anger on them while they seem to think that they hav every right to do so.
they scold e hell out of me for vulgarities.
and they use vulgarities at me too.
excellent.

just so you now, i hav minimal respect left for my parents and if they try to do something funny agn.
im not so sure of how i might react anymore.

considering that i juz cried early in e morning today
i tink my tears hav unlimited supply.