i need lots of discipline ! really.
since 3 hrs ago, i want to do my tutorials.
i regret to say that i didnt touch em until now.

so i shall blame myself if my GPA doesnt improve.

i juz keep playing Big 2 @ Viwawa.
made sum friends, had fun, and got myself addicted.
holy shit.
LOL.

dear, promise dat u will play wif me. HAHA. if not im gonna hav a viwawa bf soon. =X

life is chaotic nowadays.
ppl are starting to jump and bite and break.
our class, as united as always, is showing cracks of displeasure and frustration.
sadly, to which i think its a pity.
even though im in for more of a "lets peace out" idea,
i do hav my own frustration too, which only closer ppl will noe.
even though mine is not a common (open) "enemy", i intend to carry these feelings wif me as i sincerely think ______ deserves it.
i hope she (they) will fall down one day. fail right infront of me. HAHAHA. (sorry.)

(the "enemy" im referring to is not our dear friend JJ though. =] just in case ppl assume assume ar. )

aaanyway. so here am i, finally blogging, 2 days after promising dear i will blog to entertain him. (=.=)
anyway, Koi is a awesome cafe wif an awesome milktea which i never gotten sick of.
=D



and let u see yi xia my face in case u forgot hw i looked lyk.



me and zhibai recently like to eat this BIG a plate of fruits.
in our attempt to shit healthily.
it cost $4 ok! (dun laugh at us nxt time for eating this leh. LOL)
see e colors? so appetizing! awwww~


damn now e big nerve in my smaller thigh is stiff lyk hell.
i think i overdid my cardio exercise ytd.
bo bian ma. im simply too frustrated, and i cant go out coz it fucking rained.
den i vent all my energy on dat. and hola~ i get a super stiff smaller thigh.

BANZAI!! MANDY. =.=

the following pics is going to summarise the suffering of my body this month OCtober.
NC 16 for violence and if possible, gore. LOLS.

1.xiiao sexy burn


2.xiiao painful violent "kiap kiap" blue black


3. xiiao evidence of naughty playfulness


4. xiiao disgusting insect sucker


hmmmm.
u see my body suffers.
going along with it, the mind is constantly suffering under invisible forces.
different ppl faces different problems.
so dun judge me. =)

understanding and trust is e basis of any relationship to last.
some ppl can fake all this though.
coz they hav a different motive of other than being friendly.
of course, in times of life, we are bound to be guilty of wrong doings, wrong concepts.
lao niang is not saying im a holy girl hor. dun anyhow. HAHA.
i do it too.
but i see others do it too.
so dun blame me for making you feel guilty of this. =)

so..... vicious cycle much?

those which shown me dat u will always be true to me.
rest assured. i will reciprocate.
coz libra ppl are meant to maintain equality.

which means that how u treat them will affect how they treat you. =D

and i truly believe so.