after a 2hr sleep
sadly, im still tired.
its a torture to force myself out of bed everyday.
and im always screaming: why cant i juz die.
well, a small percentage in my mind has really been thinking.
juz...give up everything and u noe. STOP everything.
so sick of my life.
BUT i don think i will do IT anytime yet.ahaha.
ITS JUZ A SMALL PERCENTAGE ANYWAY.
sch. tons and tons of projects.
just when u tot u finally cleared one, another one is coming.
WTF. do they even noe dat ppl will get tired?
and im oready fucking pissed wif e poly calender.
WHY E SCHOOL PLANS EXAMS TGT WIF CHINESE NEW YEAR?!
TOALLY FUCKING.
im totally tired out and im totally reluctant to start a new project.
and i hav to start my ITAB nxt mon, tgt with CRS.
just bring me away..
i dun get sum ppl. really.
they are really on e more fortunate side, with enough $$ to spend, no need to slog wif work lyk shit, juz spend time in sch and home, free to surf e net till shuang shuang.
yet they still can complain until lyk wat.
den wat about me!?
me and serene talked bout this.
and seriously e more i tink, e more irritated i get.
couldnt really understand them.
because! because!
ya im jealous why they can lead such comfortable lives.
zzzzz
im irrtated at hw nonchalant they can be when it comes to such stuffs.
LIFE IS SO SUCKING.
and all those stupid little aunties fighting to be 1st everyday.
1st to get on train, 1st to buy food, 1st to go bus.1st 1st 1st.
whats so fucking sad is they totally lost their courtesy.
cutting queues,jamming their way into ur line lyk an irritating fly.
WTF is so wrong wif getting onto those damn vehicles a second ltr?!
WTF luh seriously.
they not tired i also tired sia.
i juz diao them and rolled my eyes at them.
and they shld be thinking: which rude brat is this.
my mind nowadays hav almost nothing but rants and work and gazette.
ppl are always so complicated, and so fugly.
ya. im fugly too. why? because im a human too! zzzz
stupid attitudes, totally senseless reasonings.
and wats wif customers throwing money on my counter as if im a begger.
SERIOUSLY I THINK THIS IS DISCRIMINATION.
wtf.
im there to serve. not to tolerate stupid attitudes.(well, if they pay me more i might jus overlook things...= =)
quit being random people, even throwing the plate of fucking bread on e counter, den throw fucking $$ on e counter, as if the whole world did them wrong.
they think their $3 gives them authority, and allow them to act cocky.
they are so fucking wrong.
its seriously so disgusting to see this always coming from the locals.
AND YES, AUNTIES AGAIN.
but not from the foreigners.
so this shows dat s'pore's culture, other den being, kiasu,kiasi,kiasai, there's nothing better?
whats wif all the basic manners people.
i dun fucking owe them anything at all, neither hav i done sumtink wrong to them.
it jus makes me feel so frustrated to keep seeing this kind of fugly attitudes in my life recurring.
obviously their mind is lacking. sumwhere, sumhow.
sum may start to keep rushing coz they claim to be late for ships, late for bus, late for work.
den them shld hav bought e things earlier themselves!
its their own responsibility! not ours!
if they cant keep track of time, they should get themself an organiser, not rant on us, saying we are SLOW when obviously there's so many customers other then them,them and them!
well, there are nice customers who will chat wif u too.
and some are so cute! i mean their actions.
and sum made my day! =D
so why not make every1's life easier by being polite?
it brings simple happiness without having you to pay a cent! right?
and is it e older we gets, e more impatient and mannrs-lacking we gets?
those irritating people are usually the adults.
the supposedly well educated, polite contributing bunch in e society.
rounding back, i get nothing back for ranting here.
i noe this wun bring improvement to those attitudes.
its just for self-relief.
seen so many ugly stuffs, many of which are not worth mentioning here.
hais. its just a gloomy society.
and a gloomy life.
anyway, completed FOM project today! lyk finally.
omg. this project drains alot of energy and made me lost track of my time.
and DBA13 went formal today! YAY!

just some random moments during ITAB.



u think this looks idiotic?
i think so too.