Can't catch me.

gap.//

30 Jan 2011 @ 4:42 PM

it has been a while since i've updated here.....

haha. i alr begun to miss him. so i've got nothing to do except to come here....

anyway, i changed skin because there seemed to be some error wif the old skin..

luckily this new skin works perfectly fine without much alteration.

haha....

my blog used to be my home page.

but now....

i gues i juz cant be bothered enough to make it my home page anymore.

neither do i feel lyk putting back my chat box now coz.... i dunno.

dun wanna go see if there are any new comments like last time.

haha.

today's weather is so rainy, so gloomy.

the sun isnt coming out.

and made both my fingers and toes cold...

how i wish its a sunny day.

at least that will make me feel better.

i have to enjoy 1 week of independence. YAY! .......

this time, i wun need another 1000 piece Jigsaw puzzle no more. =)

9 Jan 2011 @ 1:14 AM

HAPPY 6TH MONTH TO US!!!!! YAY!

it actually lasted more than i thought it wil be. =)

although we always fight, im relieved dat we are still together.

u always said i wasted too much tears on you.

but im glad that u used so much patience for me.

anyway, happy 6th month dear!

and dat's half a year, 72 days, 1728 hours, 103 680 minutes and 6 220 800 seconds.

even though we are not those "stick- together always" type of couple, i hope e time spent wif you wun go to waste. =)

demoralized.//

7 Jan 2011 @ 10:25 PM

either i will lock this blog up, or i will start a private, hand- written diary soon.

or i will juz update this place, detached from my feelings.

hahaha. many kind of thoughts came up, and this is just 1st week of sch.

im tired of thinkin of how ppl will judge me.

insonmia//

28 Dec 2010 @ 3:44 AM

I am right now using my iPod touch to type a post.... Abit inconvenient becoz I keep typing wrong words. >.<||| the keypad so small. And I'm so hungry... Haiiz. I screwed my body clock alr. So I can't sleep If it's too early... Can't even post pictures using this app. =( nevermind, at least this app is free. =D. Haiiz. I'm stuck at home for 3 days alr, breaking r record.

lonely day.//

27 Dec 2010 @ 12:27 AM

housed for 2 days.

wif awful headache and flu.

perhaps i shouldnt hav thought so much.

i hav no control.

so i cant do anything.

tried to be cheerful

i really tried v hard.

but after 1 week really cant maintain cheerfulness anymore.

HAHA.

mayb my uncle is right.

im destined to get depression or sumthing in my life.

dun worry. my uncle not crazy. he is professional fortune teller.

dats what he says after reading my palm.

he say my character abit too strong

thinks alot abt everything, no sense of security.

likes to cry, easily agitated.

cant think thru things as easily as normal ppl.

hav chances of sinking into depression in future

hav sever migrain/headache (which im having right now as im typing this post. =.=)

i dunno.

my mom got so freaked out that day.

she from then on keep wanting to communicate wif me abt anything and everything.

=.=

we age gap soooo BIG. hw to communicate?!

srsly.

haiiiz. i appreciate her effort but sorry, it simply dun work.

i still cant get rid of loneliness in my life.

now i juz wish school start sooner.

I HATE STAYING AT MY HOME WIF NOTHING TO DO.

I HATE NO $$ .

i hate this headache.

i hate this weak body.

i rather i hav alot of $$ and live a short life.

at least i enjoy all of it.

but of course, when u hav alot of money, u wun wish to hav a short life anymore.

COZ HUMAN ARE FUCKING GREEDY ANIMAL.

u dun giv them, they wish and hope and beg

u giv them, they want more

giv them more, wish for even more.

endless pit of greed.

had fun playing maple today.

met a grp of friendly party.

but i doubt we will ever play tgt agn.

haiz.

i feel limited and trapped.

why.

Merry merry x'mas~//

23 Dec 2010 @ 1:51 PM

OMG. how i wish my house is in e picture. T^T

1 major disadvantage of living in singapore is that...THERE IS NO SNOW.

haiz. after living for 18 yrs, i had never seen real snow once in my lifetime.

so pathetic. =(

ok i noe i noe.... everybody (singaporean) had been lyk that before....

but. HAIZ.

i wanna go live in places wif 4 seasons!

anyway. lol. there may be an occasional blog posts here and there now in this blog...

coz mr chew wants me to continue blogging...

so bo bian. cant quit. =.=

one big news: MY IPOD/ITUNES FINALLY CAN USE ALR.

let me tell you the whole process and decide whether buying this ipod is my worst idea or not huh:

had to borrow $$ here and there to make it enuf for purchase of ipod
continuous nagging of mama and benny
the day which i bought ipod, was a v bad day.
cannt install itunes
tried all night cannt install itunes still
go benny's hse to ask him help me install, cannt still
call 1800-my-apple for 3 hrs, wait 45 mins for senior technician/advisor, cannt install still
the senior technician ask me go reboot my com/ fix my com registry
go to ACER and found out that i run out of warranty, and didnt bring disk for back up.
go back to ACER 2nd time after backing up of data and com book in
got back com after reboot and finally can install itunes
haftu set up an itune account, but stuck at payment set up coz dun hav credit card, so call 1800-my-apple for advice
realise that they removed e "none card" payment option, so being advised to "use some valid credit card number for payment profiling" (=.=)
after using a valid credit card, finally itunes account complete.
transfer of all music songs into itunes
and the itunes version is OUTDATED, so it doesnt sense my ipod
call 1800-my-apple agn to fix my ipod problem (finally solve my itunes now ipod also. =.=)
realise that old version doesnt work, so haftu update it
after update finally can sense ipod, and wrap up.
2 weeks after purchase, finally can use ipod touch 4.

wa lao. u say, how can i not feel fed up wif that?!

HAHA.

but since its finally over.

and i learnt alot.

wa sia.

i tink e apple helpline i can memorise alr.

LOL.

and i talked to at least 5 technicians alr.

can make friends? =)

sia la.

just one small problem here..... my ipod batt doesnt really last. LOL.

but never mind. lyk i care.

no energy alr~ HAHA!

and lyk finally this year's xmas can be special. HAHA! =)

i couldnt really sleep well this few days....

dunno why also.

and i find myself waking up at accurate times lyk 8.00am, 9.00am, 7.30am..

weird right!

i also dunno why. =o=

my body spoil alr la.

and my fever is come and go dat kind.

SIAN.

haiz.

human can never get enuf if they never know what is "enough".

farewell post.//

16 Dec 2010 @ 11:42 PM

haha. this may just be one of e few last post here....

got alot of reasons:

2moro gonna put my com to reservice because the Itunes JUST WUN WORK ON MY STUPID COM. =.=
im going Malaysia this sat.
i dun hav much desire to use this blog as a tool for communication/weapon/hatred anymore
dun wanna share my thoughts to every1 anymore?

hmmm.....

although there are so many ppl out there who uses blog commercially, as in they jus post wat they think can use for discussion, of non-personal use.

wat i feel is dat for me, if i were to use a blog that only conveys superficial message...den really no point to maintain it le bah...

haha anyway....

these days, my mood is becoming more stable.

at least, i am making a HUGE effort to make it stable.

really. soompa.

hw to say, im starting to erm....ignore/let go alot of things which used to make me insecure in e past.

i dunno whether this is a right choice to make....

but erm...

at least if it make my life happier, i will do it.

i will really do anything to make my life exciting and happy.

if not life is soo tough to go by sometimes.

and i realise sumthink which make me insecure is whenever im lonely.

so whenever im lonely, i willl start to anyhow think.

then all that leads to alot of things coz my brain run quite fast.

=.=

im not praising myself.

ok enuf abt this.

gonna show u ppl some pictures.

very interesting de!!!

this si the sea pig. omg. lyk so slippery.

this is how an ANT looks lyk.

it looked so damn fierce for its size!

and erm. dun freak. but this is e face of a maggot.

yes. MAGGOT. look lyk cartoon rite!

just a random thought: i really wann a CAT! meow meow~!

and u guys should watch Marry Me! Mary. AKA mary stayed out all night.

JANG GEUN SUK IS DAEBAK.

hmmmm....

dun even noe how much this holiday is worth.

haiz.

its so short. yet so long.